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In Trouble
03:55
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InTrouble
Intro: Quotes taken from the episode The Truth S9E19 & S9E20 - Mulder's Final Speech in The X Files
Hello, outsiders!
Please, enjoy this pleasant moment
We must to destroy ourselves to reborn again, and again, and again, and again.
Swallow down the pride, the selfishness, the void.
Take off the dust of these thousand letters, and, if you need, just cry out loud.
Remember! There's three sides in every story: Mine, yours and the truth.
And the truth is loud out there. It's loud out there.
The truth is loud out there.
We're flying a long ago
Climbing up the abyss of the soul
Fighting hard for our lives
becoming part of these stones
We crawl till days go by
In trouble of a lifetime
We’re so used to beat down monsters
that we didn't try not to become one…
Abducted by sadness
unidentified fucking ordinary life
I wish i could get my way
My way back home…
I have to...
Find my way back home / Find my way back home
Find my way back home / Find my way back home...
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Tangled Wires
03:16
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Tangled Wires
There’s many shadows in my past.
Lies, selfishness and pain.
Where am i between all this redundancy?
I lived my entire life under a trance.
I remember a girl running in the rain behind me.
I remember another one crying in desparate.
I remember lying about myself.
I remember undervalue someone's sadness.
Where am i now? What was wrong with me?
Feelings in my heart are not the same or they’re swerved to different roads?
There are many spots in my soul.
For every heart that I smashed, I was wounded twice.
Although I'm not the same as yesterday,
I didn’t bring enough flowers for so many graves.
There’s many shadows in my past.
Lies, selfishness and pain.
Where am i between all this redundancy?
I lived my entire life under a trance.
I remember a girl running in the rain behind me.
I remember another one crying in desparate.
I remember lying to you.
I remember undervalue you.
Where am i now? What was wrong with me?
Feelings in my heart are not the same or they’re swerved to different roads?
I licked for nights the dirty ground of misery.
The sweet arrogance, i drinked and i liked it.
Tangled wires from my old mistakes.
Where do i start to untangle them or can you gimme fire?
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Hide Your Feelings
03:44
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Hide Your Feelings
Teach me how to swim.
Teach me how to win myself.
in a battle that no one else can fight.
The whole world is an ocean
and i don’t know how to swim.
into a damn crashed heart,
that just fall apart everything.
You're a perfect stone cold outside.
you're salt statue that never bright.
i'm sensitive and i don’t ever know
how to hide my feelings.
Oh, i wish. Oh, i wish.
Oh, i wish i know how to hide my feelings.
Well, i don't expect you lose.
i wanna see you win somehow.
When you can find the light,
i hope you notice me around.
i don't expect you choose
between me and yourself
i have no chance in this battleground
i'll be finished with a round
Teach me how to swim
Teach me how to win myself
in a battle that no one else can fight
Let me take that sword (SWORD)
your two-edged sword
sharped enough to cut the cord that tied me with you
I'm tied, but you're free / You're tied, tied with me
I’m tired but only you are free, with nothing to lose.
i wanna see you screaming now
Set me free / Set me free / Set me free - Show me how to hide my feelings / Hide your feelings...
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No matter what i do, i'll probably die alone
Leave me alone / and sink my ship into the ocean
Just leave me alone, alone, alone
Just leave me alone, alone, alone.
Take me home / and burn the whole world
I wanna see them die, and die, and die, and die, and burn
for every lie they said.
Instead of feeding weak lies
that can't become the truth and
we'll be erased by them
Like memories of you
things that i never lived
only in my dreams. (4x)
I can go to hell and get the road
I can just be happy or blue
But there's nothing can not beats my invincible solitude
They kick me off the throne
cuz all my serfs are gone
and no matter what i do, i'll probably die alone… alone.
Instead of feeding weak lies
that can't become the truth and
we'll be erased by them
Like memories of you
things that i never lived
only in my dreams. (4x)
Leave me alone, please, leave me alone
no matter what i do, i'll probably die alone…
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Smile
03:53
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Smile
loving you till my body crumbles to the ground
and my soul fading out far in the space
becoming a little star, which couples gonna pointing fingers during nights
i hope you're by my side just to see you smile
if you're heart is full of anger
well i ll make you smile
dissipate those black clouds
you have attracted to yourself
as a good excuse to shut
the curtains and enjoy a darkest day
you can't control the weather
you can't control your pain
but what you do in rainy days or sunny days,
you're on your own way
so i stand strong / sooner or later, i know
so i stand strong / i'm gonna smile / i'll forget this awful place…
if you're heart is full of anger
well i ll make you smile
dissipate those black clouds
you have attracted to yourself
as a good excuse to...
make your own heart full of anger
well i ll make you smile (ILL MAKE YOU SMILE)
dissipate those black clouds
you have attracted to yourself
as good excuse to shut
the curtains and enjoy a darkest day.
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Sorry for treating you as if you didn’t exist to me
I am fool - and definitely not cool
But i'm so easy and true - when i'm with you
My fingers through your hair
invincible arms - this is what i was thinking
but it’s funny how i finish
totally disarmed
when i'm with - when i'm with you (2x)
i'd said this is not a surprise
since the day i saw you
i can’t handle with real life
because you've been a fantasy
i thought it's cute the fact
that you hate the christmas
your name meaning the same
and i wanna be with you, miss grinch
its totally true - its totally true
can’t you hear it?
Hurtful mistakes. - I feel bad and disgusting
for the way i treated you that day, as if you didn't exist to me
Being that you're the only one
the only skin i touch / the only feet i kiss
the only nose i lick
the only home i rest in peace / the only sin i commit
i'm sorry... i'm sorry.
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